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Episode 4: Erin, Katie & Rick

Most of the Relate Then Educate team was able to get together in the same room to talk about why we’re doing what we’re doing. It was great to hear from Katie Kinder about what she’s seeing in the classroom and with her middle school teachers. Erin Patton & Rick Holmes also describe what they’re hearing from teachers from across the country.

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 Erin

All right, welcome back to the Relate Then Educate podcast. Erin is here talking to you right now. I’m here with Rick and then Katie Kinder, Katie how are you doing?

Katie

Hi everyone. I’m good I’m done. Yeah, see here. I’m so happy to be here. You know we do a lot of stuff over the phone ’cause I’m in Oklahoma City and you guys are in Tulsa. I know I was, you know, born and raised in Tulsa and so so it’s nice to be here in person. That’s right.

Rick

Good to have you.

 Katie

Yeah, Rick has like his office is fire.

Erin

I know it’s so cool.

 Katie

He knows how to decorate this right?

It’s a home.

 Rick

Away from home.

 Katie

And then.

 Erin

Well today we just want to talk to you guys.

 Erin

About who we

 Erin

Are what we’re doing, why we’re doing it?

 Erin

Just kind of all of it.

 Erin

We all have been educators for a long time.

 Erin

Even though Rick and I have stepped out of the classroom and currently we are educators, educators, heart, have educators hearts, and we.

 Erin

Love our teachers and what I’m really excited and a term that Katie has brought to my.

 Erin

Vocabulary is baby teachers and loving on our baby teachers and how desperately this baby teacher needed.

 Erin

These things that we’re talking about, and so.

 Speaker 4

We got a new term by the way.

 Speaker 4

We met with some lovely people, some new friends at Bixby Public schools and they call them Mentos.

 Speaker 4

Is just so much better.

 Katie

No, I just.

 Katie

Saw this mean that a friend of mine sent so not only should our vet teachers have be mentors, but maybe some of our millennial new teachers should be mentoring some of our vet teachers.

 Katie

You know what I mean?

 Katie

Like it’s not even.

 Erin

I never thought about the.

 Katie

Like not even in a mentee.

 Katie

I mean like they are the mentor and you are learning from them.

 Katie

Then two because I mean they are the ones histotechnology you know if they.

 Erin

Absolutely, and the current trends in education and where what direction we’re going.

 Katie

And if you’re a vet teacher, you probably have mastered classroom management, so.

 Katie

They could like.

 Katie

Oh, you know, learn from each other and maybe even a different person.

Sleep good.

 Katie

Like if your mentor is this person and your mentor mentoring somebody else like I don’t know, I just.

 Katie

I thought that was a really good idea because we need our babies.

I like that yes.

 Katie

We need our baby teachers.

 Katie

I learn stuff from our baby.

 Katie

Teachers all the.

 Erin

Time and when I started teaching, I was the youngest.

 Erin

Person by I mean 15 or 20 years for my first, like five years like there was no one that was, you know, in their 20s that was teaching with me.

 Erin

And then they started Rick life came and got hired.

 Erin

And then they started hiring.

 Erin

Rather than soon I was just one.

 Erin

Of the middle aged people.

 Katie

I don’t say that.

2nd but I don’t know it was just.

It’s not marriage.

 Erin

So interesting because I was the, uh, young teacher.

 Erin

But then.

 Erin

I was kind of.

 Erin

I I felt I wasn’t like being viewed as I.

 Erin

Was being taken.

 Erin

Seriously, still by my coworkers by everything but.

 Erin

There was a level of kind of.

 Erin

I don’t know it what we, I don’t know if we were actively learning from from one another as much as we should have been, and that’s such a great that’s such a great idea.

 Katie

Well, it’s it’s so I’m not understanding teaching.

 Katie

It is the most noble, hardest job you’ll ever love and and.

 Katie

You go into your room and you sit there for 30 years and then you retire.

 Katie

No, we should be.

 Katie

We should be shaking that up like we should be going and finding our innovators and watching us.

 Katie

And it’s like sometimes it’s like a well if I have to go watch this master teacher in action and then that means I’m not doing the right thing like that.

 Katie

And I’m like no, no, no.

 Katie

I want to watch everybody teach I want to see what you’ve got going on.

 Katie

I mean, I just had recently had about a year ago.

 Katie

So one of my teachers taught me how to use GIMP kit, which **** it is like the kids love it, ’cause it’s like money.

 Rick

OK.

 Katie

It’s fake money, yeah?

 Erin

But they’re like I just.

Got $500.

 Katie

Like in my bank.

 Katie

And I didn’t know how to use GIMP kit.

 Katie

So I went and sat and I learned, and if we’re not learning from each other on a regular basis.

 Katie

Just tend to break down those walls a little bit like nobody has it all figured out no bloom, not me, not you not anyone.

 Katie

Yeah, because the kids were changing too rapidly.

 Speaker 4

Yeah, they they continued to change. So before and after smartphones in 2007, there was a big shift.

 Speaker 4

And and that, but I think the pandemic you’re going to have and we have heard this a little bit.

 Speaker 4

The just the stunted maturity, possibly, or just the weird behavior that’s going on in the classroom.

 Speaker 4

Because the kids were out of the classroom for so long.

 Katie

Yeah, eight years.

 Speaker 4

So that that’s a thing that’s.

 Speaker 4

It’s something that we’re going to have to be like cognizant of for years to come.

 Katie

Right no, and I sometimes I was.

 Katie

I tweeted about this the other day, but I was teaching my students.

 Katie

How to punctuate dialogue appropriately?

OK.

 Katie

They’re 8th graders, the 14 so I’m I’m saying quotation Marks and they somebody raised their hand and they said, what is a quotation mark?

 Erin

Oh dear.

 Katie

And I’m like the these and I like point it to them.

 Katie

Then they were like, oh, the Bunny ears.

 Katie

’cause they’re probably the last time they learned to punctuate dialogue.

 Katie

They waited, oh goodness, honey years and I was like, yeah.

 Katie

They went fifth.

 Katie

Bunny ears guys were like oh.

 Katie

Yeah, I get it, so it’s like.

 Katie

You you try to come at it like you did in 2019 or 2018 and you can’t because your babies are they. They definitely were seeing that stunted, maybe not.

 Katie

All of them, but.

 Katie

A lot.

 Katie

Of them, yeah.

 Erin

OK, so let’s talk about.

 Erin

I’m OK, you haven’t gotten to hear your why.

 Erin

Why are you a teacher?

 Erin

Why did you start getting an education?

 Katie

I did not go to college for.

 Katie

This so I’m alternatively certified.

 Erin

OK, tell us.

 Speaker 4

What did you go to college?

 Katie

For journalism

 Katie

Public relations, and really it was like.

 Katie

Me being kind of a punk teenager trying to get out of my mom shadow.

 Katie

Here’s my mom, Cindy ham.

 Katie

Hey, the one and only and a miracle on Southwest Blvd.

 Erin

The one in outlaid trailing.

 Katie

She’s just been a rock star is a rock star as she’s a principal forever.

 Katie

She turned at school around she I mean she cooked gardens and people would.

 Katie

If you had.

 Katie

A wallet on you.

 Katie

You were giving money to send to him in Eugene Field Elementary because she’s like my kids need your money right now.

 Erin

She is a Tulsa legend.

 Katie

She’s she’s a queen, and so you know when she’s telling me I should be an educator.

 Erin

I mean, she truly is.

 Katie

I’m like, no new.

 Katie

And so I went to the school and I got my PR degree and and I didn’t hate it.

 Katie

I didn’t love it.

 Katie

I just was kind of like and I worked for the Muscular Dystrophy association.

 Katie

And I do credit MDA for bringing me to my calling, because the national deca the their national sponsor is India and they raise my.

 Katie

And so once a month I got to.

 Katie

Spend a day with the.

 Katie

Deck of.

 Katie

Kids all over the state and I just.

 Katie

In heart would put her pad.

 Katie

I’d be so excited.

 Erin

Were you surprised at this reaction, like at 1st events?

It’s kind of.

I don’t want this.

Dang it.

 Katie

I’m like this I didn’t want.

 Katie

To tell my mom and.

 Katie

Mommy, she’s my granny.

 Katie

I’m 40.

 Katie

She’s gonna be and yeah and so yeah it took Me 2 full years so fine.

 Katie

Like call her.

 Rick

And like you were right.

 Rick

She’s like.

 Katie

So I went.

 Katie

Back I took all the tests I paid.

For all the.

 Katie

Tests and I got thrown into a 9th grade English classroom with zero experience, none I.

 Erin

Can’t even fathom this.

 Katie

Well, and I was.

 Katie

I mean I.

 Katie

Didn’t know I did that.

 Erin

Yeah, that’s true, you don’t know.

 Katie

What you don’t know, I don’t know.

 Katie

I didn’t know that, so I kind of was like I was.

 Katie

Good with the kids.

 Katie

As far as like rapport, but like I was just reading out of the book and answering the questions you.

 Katie

Know the book and answering the.

 Katie

Questions and like it was.

 Katie

Boring, and so I really started.

 Katie

Like learning on my own.

 Katie

I would go watch the teacher.

 Katie

For the year I would go find the innovators and.

 Erin

I would listen to turn up.

 Erin

What why did you?

 Erin

Do that.

 Erin

How did you have the?

 Erin

Gumption to go and.

 Erin

Do that ’cause I didn’t my first couple of years I.

 Erin

Did was nowhere near having the gumption to either.

 Katie

But did you do a teacher track or did you do student teaching and?

 Erin

I that’s true.

 Erin

OK, that’s true.

 Erin

You didn’t have all.

 Erin

That ’cause I did the traditional.

 Katie

So you kind of felt more prepared than.

 Katie

I did, that’s true you.

 Erin

Just needed to see what classroom was supposed.

 Erin

To even like.

 Katie

Look like 100% and all I did.

 Katie

I mean, I can only think of my 8th grade history teacher who sat on a filing cabinet every day.

 Katie

Right?

 Katie

And did he have the paper out?

 Katie

He did the crossword and we all popcorn red popcorn.

 Katie

Reading is horrible.

 Katie

And and we just did the questions out of the.

 Katie

Book and I.

 Katie

So I just went and started.

 Rick

Huh, huh?

 Katie

I loved my kids the moment I saw them.

 Katie

I loved them and I wanted what’s best.

 Katie

For them and I knew.

 Rick

That I wasn’t because I didn’t.

 Katie

Didn’t know and so I started really.

 Katie

Reaching now, I had a mentor teacher at the time who still mentors me to this day is precious.

 Katie

She’s a principal now and.

 Katie

I would.

 Katie

I mean, I wouldn’t be here without those.

 Katie

Those women who helped me, and so that’s why.

 Katie

And I would use my plan.

 Katie

I’ve used my plan.

 Katie

I would go sit and watch and I was young enough that I.

 Katie

Didn’t really realize how overwhelmed I was.

 Erin

Isn’t that so true?

 Katie

Yeah, and so yeah, that’s my journey into and I love it.

 Erin

Oh my gosh.

 Katie

It’s my calling I I know that if I’m not teaching then there’s a part of me that’s missing.

 Erin

I feel that I feel like there is a part of me it’s missing this year.

My bad.

 Erin

I mean, I don’t I I know that this was the best choice for me to step away from the.

 Erin

Classroom, but I do feel like who in the heck am I?

 Katie

I’m sorry.

 Erin

I am a teacher.

 Erin

You know, so this relate and educate.

 Erin

Has been.

 Erin

Such a good place for me to plug in and it gave me the break.

 Erin

Personally that I was I was needing.

 Erin

Just you know, there was a bunch of stuff and but I can still pour into teachers and you know.

I I feel.

 Erin

Like even this little bit being out of education.

 Erin

I see education more broadly or big picture maybe or something and.

 Erin

I don’t know it just it’s a different fire that has been ignited in me in like doing this now for teachers and in being, you know, a support and a love and a cheerleader at the very least for teachers.

 Erin

And so I know I want to talk to you guys.

 Erin

You guys talk to.

 Erin

Us what is?

 Erin

It like for you guys now being able to.

 Erin

Really focus your time.

 Erin

To you know, being a support and.

 Erin

A help for teachers.

 Speaker 4

Well, you know Katie your.

 Speaker 4

Your onramp to education was just kind of sudden and you’re thrown out there.

 Speaker 4

Mine was the opposite like I.

 Speaker 4

It was almost a foregone conclusion that I would become a teacher like my whole family teachers, and it’s hard to pull away from that like you’re.

 Katie

100% yeah.

 Speaker 4

You know, good evidence of.

 Speaker 4

That but.

 Speaker 4

I went to school, you know Oklahoma State got a degree in education. Did my student teaching I mean for God’s sake?

 Speaker 4

I met Harry Wong like twice my mom was bringing him in and so at at her school and stuff and so.

 Speaker 4

Like I thought, I knew everything but when I entered my classroom for the first time, it was probably no different than it was for you.

 Speaker 4

Like, honestly speaking, I didn’t know what I was doing, like I thought it did, but it did.

Right?

 Speaker 4

So I mean, I knew all of these things structures, but practically speaking it it.

 Speaker 4

It didn’t help much.

 Speaker 4

But anyway, Fast forward to what we’re doing now.

 Speaker 4

I needed to get outside of the arena of education to get the perspective that I have now.

 Speaker 4

Like I, I always felt when I was a teacher.

 Speaker 4

I always felt like you know, there was just an innate disrespect for you know what we did, who we were now.

 Speaker 4

Some schools.

 Speaker 4

Are better or worse at that 100%, but I just never felt like the profession got the recognition.

 Speaker 4

The honor that it deserved.

 Speaker 4

But once I stepped out of education and I started, you know, living out this whole business thing.

 Speaker 4

I I saw how extraordinary teachers were and how businesses are are really glad to get a teacher in and working there because they’re just they’re so great.

 Speaker 4

They’re so great with people and they problem.

 Speaker 4

Solve, they don’t freak out if something goes wrong and and all of this.

 Rick

Good evening.

 Speaker 4

It was kind of new to me, like it was.

 Speaker 4

It was an illumination to.

 Speaker 4

Me that oh wow.

 Speaker 4

Teachers are extraordinarily valuable, but they.

 Speaker 4

That doesn’t.

 Speaker 4

That message doesn’t come through in the context of school, it’s just through their they’re supposed to be there.

 Speaker 4

You know if there are any problems, it’s their fault.

 Speaker 4

Yeah, and that that’s just old and it’s tired and I I want to push against that, not with the general public, because I honestly don’t care what they think, but it’s.

 Speaker 4

All about teachers and how they see themselves, so I would not have been able to do this had I still been in the classroom number one, I wouldn’t have had the energy because I I would teach and I would coach and I was just always exhausted.

 Speaker 4

I didn’t have the space for it, but I also didn’t have the.

 Speaker 4

Frame of reference for it, and now it’s just like fuel like I want to do this I need to do this and it’s just it it it’s just so rewarding.

 Speaker 4

Like every conversation we have, whether it’s together or if it’s a teacher or you know, administrators.

 Speaker 4

All of it is just great.

 Speaker 4

So that’s me.

 Erin

And what about you, Katie?

 Katie

Yeah, Rick is right.

 Katie

When I was teaching 6 classes in a seven period day.

 Katie

Oh man.

 Katie

It’s really hard.

 Katie

And you wonder why you go home.

 Katie

And like stare at the wall.

 Katie

And my kids are like what are we having for dinner?

 Katie

I’m like.

 Katie

You want dinner every night.

 Katie

I already made your lunch this morning and.

 Katie

Because I think research shows that teachers make more minute to minute decisions than ER doctors so of.

 Erin

Oh my goodness, I haven’t heard that wow.

 Katie

Course, you’re tired.

 Katie

And so when I did start, it’s a different kind of busy for me.

 Katie

I’ve got those two little classes in the morning.

 Katie

That I love.

 Katie

And it it has allowed me to really innovate.

 Katie

In ways that I never allowed to really as an English teacher because of how many standards were around and not that you shouldn’t have standards.

 Katie

You should but but.

 Katie

Sometimes I would have to teach about prepositional phrases.

 Katie

That’s not my jam.

 Katie

Like I, I mean I yeah.

 Katie

Right, and but you know, the gerund phrase is not my favorite, yes, so I’ve been able to do a lot of really cool things that I’ve always wanted to do, and then being able to be there for those baby teachers that pipe just rejuvenates me and all.

 Katie

So like when they come to me and they’re like I’m struggling with classroom management.

 Katie

I love that they can come.

 Katie

And watch me first.

 Katie

And then I can go teach their class later in the.

 Katie

Day, yeah and.

 Rick

That’s great.

 Katie

And then they’re like OK, and they’re back.

 Katie

There and especially.

 Katie

The ones who.

 Katie

Really care and they want to stay in it.

 Katie

And they wanna get better that they’re.

 Katie

They’re taking notes and and again.

 Katie

I have it all figured out I.

 Katie

Think I said that at the beginning, like I had a challenging kid.

That’s awesome.

 Katie

Sister who gave me a run.

 Katie

For my money, every day and I would.

 Katie

You know that.

 Speaker 4

Karen, just drop your phone everybody.

 Erin

Second time it’s staying on the floor.

 Katie

And so yeah, so he we we battled.

 Katie

And I loved him and.

 Katie

Then every day I had to say, OK, I love this kid and I’m going to try again tomorrow.

 Katie

And he you could tell that he had like just this armor up.

 Katie

That he was being mean to others so people wouldn’t be mean to him.

 Katie

And hurt people hurt people and you know, and he could really hurt people and so we just like.

 Speaker 4

Hurt people, hurt people.

 Katie

Like I said, we just don’t have it all figured out and we need each other like sustainability in this career isn’t possible without each other.

 Katie

Yeah, and you know, the faster new teachers.

 Katie

Realize that I think the easier their time is going to be.

 Erin

And I like.

 Erin

That they’re getting some.

 Erin

They’re getting this.

 Erin

Uh, whatever thing being poured into them from the very beginning of their teaching career to like work with teachers and stuff because it is just weird with egos, you know, like new teachers are wanting to come in and prove.

 Erin

That they’re competent.

 Erin

And then you know, seasoned teachers are like who do you think you are like you, you know?

You don’t.

 Erin

Get to come in here and change everything.

 Erin

This is my second so it’s just there’s so many egos there because we’re all trying to prove ourselves and we’re trying to.

 Katie

Really hard.

You know?

So if we.

 Erin

See value or something in what we’re doing.

 Erin

You know we want that to.

 Erin

Be the thing and so it’s just so interesting.

 Erin

And it’s so.

 Erin

Good that we’re starting like to start that collaborative mindset as a teacher is 22, or she’s coming in, or he or she is.

 Erin

Coming in at any kind of their.

 Erin

Lives, but it I don’t know.

 Erin

I just think that that is so great and I think.

 Erin

That is so.

 Erin

Beneficial and I just love the collaborative.

 Katie

And we’ve got to keep them.

View of that.

 Katie

We don’t sustain.

 Katie

If our profession doesn’t.

 Katie

Sustain unless we keep our babies and I don’t know why we eat our young stop.

 Katie

And we can’t.

 Erin

Talk more about that.

 Katie

What do you mean?

 Erin

Like, well, like what specifically what do, what are.

 Erin

We doing what do we need to improve upon?

 Erin

What does that look?

 Erin

Like oh, I mean I.

 Katie

Think it’s really checking on?

 Katie

Them, yet their doors closed like.

 Katie

Like you’re not alone in this and not to.

 Katie

Be like, whoa.

 Erin

Wisel dog.

 Rick

Blue, blue, blue.

 Katie

Like no, that’s not helpful at the time when a teacher is struggling, yeah, and to tell them my first year I cried every day.

 Katie

Right now we just cry on Thursdays.

 Katie

Second, I call it Terry Thursday, you know.

 Katie

And I just, yeah, I think just being there and not thinking that you have it all figured out.

 Katie

You know you teach for.

 Katie

Four years and.

 Katie

Like Oh well, I’m really good at those.

 Katie

So I know everything well.

 Katie

Guess what?

 Katie

You don’t, yeah.

 Katie

And we all have something to learn.

 Katie

From each other, and so that’s why I think we eat our young.

 Katie

And I also think are you guys watching Abbott Elementary?

 Erin

No, I need to.

 Erin

I’ve seen you post stuff about it and I’m dying.

 Erin

To I just.

 Erin

Haven’t had time to do what is.

 Rick

I mean, it’s it’s.

 Erin

It so good, so good.

I got.

 Katie

It is extremely hyperbolic, yeah?

Past it.

 Erin

Of course they.

 Katie

Don’t have that much time to sit.

 Katie

In the lounge.

 Katie

They’re making you know when you get lunch or 20 minutes you’re eating your sandwich while you’re making copies and going back on this insights and you need a copy or in.

 Erin

The bathroom.

Ooh, that’s a good idea.

 Katie

Consistent and.

 Rick

You know, yeah.

 Rick

Teachers are like I quit.

 Katie

Anyway, so it’s really good and I’ve been watching it, but one is the older teachers and she they they call her the old teacher and she’s like got classroom management.

 Katie

It’s fire, she’s so.

 Rick

Love it.

 Katie

Good, it’s amazing, but then she gets this new tech and she doesn’t want.

 Katie

Anybody to know she can’t do it?

 Katie

Right and so.

 Katie

Then and she has this moment where she kind of breaks down at the end and she’s like if I’m too old to do this technology.

 Katie

And teach my kids to read on this program.

 Katie

And what if I’m?

 Katie

Too old for this job that.

 Katie

I love so it’s like.

 Katie

And it made me pause ’cause I was.

 Katie

Like we gotta change we.

 Katie

Gotta do all.

 Katie

These things, yeah, and I’m like what about our our our vet teachers are far enough away I know and so maybe part of that flexing is.

 Katie

Like I’m still relevant, like look at me, I’m still relevant around.

 Erin

Absolutely, absolutely.

 Katie

Did it go off?

 Speaker 4

No, no, we’re good to go.

 Speaker 4

Well, there there is.

 Speaker 4

An environment of scarcity in schools, and because even if it’s your classroom, I was always reminded that it’s it’s pretty much my classroom, but the state would want to get in there.

 Speaker 4

The principal would want to get in there.

 Speaker 4

There you know the constant change of just how we do things.

 Speaker 4

How do we do grades?

 Speaker 4

Well, if we’re going to do it this way and this is the best way.

 Speaker 4

And then three years later it changes.

 Speaker 4

And then three years after that it changes again.

 Speaker 4

And so they’re.

 Speaker 4

Well, you know I came in right at the beginning at the advent of like email and and.

 Speaker 4

Putting your grades online like that was my third year ended up or not even put it online, but had like we had a computer program.

 Erin

OK.

 Speaker 4

You know so and then, midway through this dates me PowerPoint came in and our point was like, oh, I’ve got to put everything that I’ve taught for at that point it was probably 8 to 10 years.

 Speaker 4

Now you got to put it all on PowerPoint because no one teaches like that.

 Speaker 4

Anymore and it’s just this constant evolution.

 Speaker 4

Because we’re living in a time of constant development and technology, but.

 Speaker 4

To come back to the.

 Speaker 4

Teacher, it’s like this is you want to feel like it is your classroom.

 Speaker 4

And you do it.

 Speaker 4

You do and it is right for you and it’s right for your kids.

 Speaker 4

But for a young teacher to come in and to challenge the way that you do things as whether it be implied or not outdated.

 Speaker 4

Not effective. Not best practice.

 Rick

Right?

 Speaker 4

You know I would have.

 Speaker 4

I would still balk at that.

 Speaker 4

Like now.

 Speaker 4

This is how I do it and I do it really well and.

 Speaker 4

It doesn’t look like you, but that’s OK.

 Speaker 4

But you know a lot.

 Speaker 4

Of people that don’t respond like that, you.

Know, but they’re.

 Speaker 4

Just like get out of my room or I’m not into that or whatever, but one thing that I.

 Speaker 4

And this is a hard task, but to to stay for everybody to stay.

 Speaker 4

In a learners mind.

 Speaker 4

I do what I do, but.

 Speaker 4

There’s always room to do it.

 Speaker 4

Better to do different and if you have a learners mind, that means that your mind is just open to new possibilities.

 Speaker 4

And if you do that you know you do it.

 Speaker 4

Stay young.

 Speaker 4

You stay pliable and the like, but I would say that there are a number of teachers that have stopped learning.

 Speaker 4

They teach, but they don’t learn, which you know.

 Speaker 4

A lot of.

 Speaker 4

People fall into that for whatever reason that is, but I would just encourage teachers to continue reading books that you love, not about teaching, but books that you love because it will open up your world and you’ll be able to see different perspectives and.

 Katie

Laugh at me.

 Speaker 4

Maybe you just something comes to mind when you’re reading this novel, but something comes to mind that’s really applicable to your classroom.

You know?

 Speaker 4

And it may change.

 Speaker 4

Is it?

 Katie

Yeah, I mean I, I think we need to be constantly looking.

 Katie

At our practices.

 Katie

Just because you did it 10 years ago doesn’t mean you need to do it today just because it.

 Katie

Was a piece of literature that you loved when you were 15.

 Katie

Doesn’t mean you.

 Katie

Should be continuing to teach it.

 Katie

And because our.

 Katie

Our kids are paying attention to our kids.

 Katie

I call them our social justice warriors.

 Katie

Because they they do they want to change the world, they just need to be able to harness some of their passion.

 Katie

And they are learning how to do that.

 Katie

I mean, when I was their age, I just wanted, you know the guy across.

The hall of.

 Katie

Fame. That outfit was cute.

Oh yeah.

 Erin

I’m just concerned about.

 Katie

Breasts, but I thought I mean, I’ve got kids.

I know.

 Katie

That are like.

 Katie

We’re going, we’re going.

 Katie

To March or we’re going to do this and.

 Katie

So I am of the.

 Katie

You know mine.

 Katie

Said that the the youth will save us I.

 Katie

Know and but they need like.

 Katie

Yeah we are looking at some trauma.

 Katie

We’re looking at some some major, some deficits, and everybody is in the same boat, but I do think there’s two types of kids from the pandemic.

 Katie

I think there’s we take.

 Katie

Marcus Marcus has a two parent family.

 Katie

And they had his siblings, and both his parents have corporate jobs and the pandemic hits and Marcus is going to have a little bit of trauma because he doesn’t get to see his friends.

 Katie

Basketballs cancel.

 Katie

Soccer is cancelled.

 Katie

He’s just always been stuck at home with his sister that he fights with and his parents are there, but they take a family walk every day and they.

 Katie

Cook together and he’s still kind of learning.

 Katie

And so Marcus is going.

 Katie

To have a little bit of trauma.

 Katie

But he’s OK.

 Katie

And then you.

 Katie

Got Jocelyn, Jocelyn is the oldest of five.

 Katie

Lives in low income housing.

 Katie

Single Mama who doesn’t speak English.

 Katie

Mom, that works two jobs so.

 Katie

Who’s in charge of the babies?

 Katie

Jocelyn is in.

 Katie

Charge of the babies.

 Erin

And not jobs that during the pandemic she’s staying home.

 Katie

They didn’t stop right she.

 Erin

From that she’s she’s still has.

 Erin

To go to work.

 Katie

She cleans the motel you know 5 miles away that she biked too.

 Katie

’cause she’s smart and she does the night shift at Arby’s.

 Katie

OK, so Josh was in charge of feeding, diapering all the things.

 Katie

Well, there’s free food at the school, right?

 Katie

But the school is 2 miles away now and she would have to take her one year old.

 Katie

Her three year.

 Katie

Old and try to walk.

 Katie

To the school for free food and it’s.

 Katie

And she can’t do that.

That’s fine.

 Katie

And she’s trying to cross busy streets and so online school.

 Katie

Jocelyn is not picking up her iPad and trying to write an essay.

 Katie

She’s just happy it’s 10:00 o’clock and all.

 Katie

The kids are asleep, yeah?

 Katie

Those are the two types of.

 Katie

Kids at the panda.

 Speaker 4

Absolutely yeah.

 Speaker 4

The inequities before the pandemic or just made clear and.

 Speaker 4

Worse, yeah, absolutely well.

 Erin

And further separated, yes.

 Speaker 4

The summer slide.

 Speaker 4

You know, in at risk schools was was the problem and then you extend that to.

 Speaker 4

It could have lasted for two years for some because do they have?

 Speaker 4

Wi-Fi at home.

 Speaker 4

There are all sorts of inequities that would keep a kid from learning for a good two years in some circumstances.

 Katie

We had my districts last year for the very first nine weeks was virtual.

 Katie

100% virtual and it was also the first year I was an instructional coach. I’m like walking around.

 Rick

Right?

 Katie

An empty building.

 Rick

Room hey good news.

 Rick

So let yeah.

 Katie

Teachers only had to be there on certain days like the English.

 Katie

Teachers came on.

 Katie

Monday and the history teachers came on Tuesday.

 Katie

Electives came in saying and.

 Katie

So, but I had to.

 Katie

Be there all the time and.

 Katie

So I just feel like hey guys.

 Katie

We had kids sitting outside of the school around the school trying to get into the school Wi-Fi just so they could get some of their assignments done.

 Speaker 4

Oh Michael.

 Katie

And can we put them in the gym?

 Katie

Can we put them in the cafeteria?

 Katie

But we weren’t allowed?

 Katie

And so we have those, and then those are the kids who really wanted to get.

 Katie

So on the Wi-Fi, do her assignment and you’ve got the kids who you’ve got Jocelyn and she’s at home and she’s Skyping children.

 Speaker 4

Up by now.

 Erin

That’s the least of her worries.

 Speaker 4

I think.

 Speaker 4

What affects both of those kids and both of those kinds of kids?

 Speaker 4

Is what the pandemic offered to them was the world is not.

 Speaker 4

What you thought it was?

 Speaker 4

And then I think that’s what we’re all dealing with.

 Speaker 4

Like, you’re not invulnerable to something you can’t see.

 Speaker 4

And and in some ways like it’s going to be really hard to protect yourself from.

 Speaker 4

You know?

 Katie

And there was that meeting that had like.

 Speaker 4

So I think.

 Katie

Romanticizing the pandemic is.

 Katie

A privilege.

 Erin

Yes, that’s what I.

 Katie

There’s like people that were like.

 Erin

Yeah, and I admit like I don’t have children.

 Erin

It was me and my husband and for me the pandemic was like we got their marriage grew and all that kind.

 Erin

Of stuff.

 Erin

But I fully see that that was coming at such a place of privilege.

 Erin

I mean, I, there’s just so many factors.

 Erin

That we simply did not have to deal with in our life, just.

 Erin

4,000,000 myriad of reasons.

 Erin

But yeah.

 Katie

I’ll send you the meme.

 Katie

It’s got like it’s like an apartment building.

 Katie

It’s almost like a cartoon and the person at the top has money, OK?

 Katie

And then the people at the bottom are the people at the bottom, and they’re like trying to find food, and they’re trying to.

 Katie

And it’s a really heartbreaking.

 Katie

Meme that I just stuck with me.

 Katie

Absolutely gracious.

 Erin

And then teachers now.

 Katie

Or right, and they’re they’re traumatized too.

 Katie

Yeah, because some of them come from a place of have you guys taken?

 Katie

Your aces Oh yes.

 Katie

Yes, OK and so.

 Erin

After the first childhood experiences seen.

 Katie

And we see.

 Katie

Cases no.

 Katie

Rick’s gonna take.

 Katie

His aces he’s going to come.

 Katie

Back on the podcast and just get to her.

 Erin

Do it, yes.

OK.

 Erin

It is it. It’s 10.

 Katie

It’s yeah, it’s.

 Erin

10 and like things that you could experience there.

 Erin

I think they’re not.

 Erin

They don’t go into socioeconomic things they don’t go.

 Erin

Into racial and.

 Katie

That is true.

 Erin

So I think there’s a lot of gaps there.

 Erin

But yes, you should look at the.

 Katie

X axis and we know about aces.

 Katie

It’s it’s something that happened to you before you turned 18.

 Katie

OK, so then you get a point for everyone that.

 Katie

You experience so one of them is like, I think, an incarcerated parent.

 Katie

One of them had was a divorce and and I was I was a zero death.

 Erin

A huh?

 Erin

Doubt that same positive.

 Katie

Yeah, so some of them are just like.

 Katie

There’s nothing you can do about it.

 Katie

Yeah my guy last night.

 Katie

It’s actually.

 Katie

Going to be 5.

 Katie

Years on Sunday I lost my very best friend.

 Katie

My maid of honor.

 Katie

OK to the flu.

 Katie

And Mandy and she left behind a devastated husband and three small girls.

 Katie

And it happened in 2017. I mean, that’s not.

 Katie

Their full yeah.

 Katie

It was devastating.

 Katie

And the 30th of January 2017. Yeah and anyway, like so some of your races will be.

 Rick

So sorry.

 Erin

Yeah, you have no.

 Katie

So you don’t have any control over it if.

 Katie

Your parents are divorced or something.

 Speaker 4

Right?

 Katie

So based on your Asus score is like how much trauma you endured as a child and like it’s directly correlated with.

 Katie

If you’re going to be a.

 Katie

Successful adult or if you’re going to have addiction yourself or like all of.

He’s saying.

 Erin

These things it’s a huge indicator of.

 Erin

Like predicting most likely what your life could we possibly look.

 Katie

Like and my thing like teachers we we know that.

 Katie

These kids come with trauma or try.

 Erin

Yes, but then.

 Katie

Our teachers have been dramatized to our teachers and some of our teachers have a really high ACE score and they’re also trying to teach kids who are really high.

 Katie

And so I mean, how do we get into those teachers and like help them?

 Katie

Because like like you said, right?

 Katie

Like it’s it’s their fault if there’s.

 Katie

A kid through a deck.

 Katie

That could have nothing to do with you as the teacher in the room.

 Katie

Yes, they missed the bus.

 Katie

They their parents screaming out of them had to bring them to school and they come into your first hour or you’re right at the beginning and they’re and they’re gonna blow up your lesson.

 Katie

It has nothing.

 Katie

To do with, you know.

 Katie

How that’s not her fault, that’s not his fault.

 Katie

It’s not their fault.

 Katie

So how do we make sure that teachers know that?

 Katie

And not beat themselves.

 Katie

Up about it true.

 Speaker 4

Dealing just the nuts and bolts of how to deal with that kind of a situation is a is a particular skill set.

 Speaker 4

You know your deescalating?

 Speaker 4

You’re also removing.

 Speaker 4

You’re doing that while you like you’re removing one out of the classroom to manage that person.

 Speaker 4

But you’re going to make sure or try to make sure that the 29 that are left aren’t going to do their own damage when you walk out into the hallway or take them to the office or whatever it is. And all of these, like you mentioned, all of these decisions.

 Speaker 4

Happen within seconds because if you hesitate to remove an aggressive kid it can escalate greatly from there and then how do you remove them?

 Speaker 4

That could escalate it.

 Speaker 4

So just that alone is incredibly difficult, but then layer onto that.

 Speaker 4

What happens to the teacher?

 Speaker 4

After she gets off work or after he gets off work right because you may just automate good get through the day.

 Speaker 4

And then not even think about it.

 Speaker 4

And then when you’re on your way home or.

 Speaker 4

You get in your car and it’s quiet.

 Speaker 4

You start to cry or you start to shake because you just like aloud what happened to like sink in you know.

 Speaker 4

What I?

 Speaker 4

Mean so it’s.

 Speaker 4

People don’t think of that.

 Speaker 4

I never think about the ramifications of being a teacher day-to-day like what it does to you.

 Speaker 4

You know what I mean?

 Speaker 4

Because most.

 Speaker 4

Teachers have had a moment.

 Katie

Oh, if you’re if you’ve done.

So now.

 Katie

It more than two years.

 Katie

You’ve got a moment, yeah?

 Speaker 4

You’ve got a moment like you know desk thrown, you know, or threatened by a kid.

 Speaker 4

Or a fight in the classroom.

 Speaker 4

Just all sorts of different stuff that could happen.

 Speaker 4

And then how do?

 Speaker 4

You process that information long term.

 Speaker 4

Because if you ignore it, it’s just.

 Speaker 4

Going to get weird.

 Speaker 4

It’s going to be weird for.

 Speaker 4

You, you know, but it’s.

 Speaker 4

It’s hot, that’s.

 Erin

And it’ll twist and turn and manifest.

 Erin

And like you have to deal with it, you have.

 Erin

You you must.

 Speaker 4

But that’s a high level.

 Speaker 4

Social emotional skill?

 Speaker 4

I mean, it’s that’s that’s up there.

 Katie

And I think it takes years to.

 Speaker 4

Has 2.

 Katie

To craft into, you know, well gosh, I didn’t do.

 Katie

It right the first time, or.

 Katie

The second time or or you know?

 Katie

And I am a passionate person.

 Katie

I’m using my hands and I’m teaching and my mum and sometimes my passion will leak out in anger because I’m like and I know that that’s you’re talking to.

 Katie

That’s one of my weaknesses, and because I see red I’m like OK.

 Katie

You need to step outside now.

 Katie

Like you know.

 Katie

And I know that like I said, I’ve been like working on that like walking over to the desk and being various then and but that’s something I still work on.

 Katie

I’m 40 years old.

 Katie

I’ve been doing this for a long time and so I think teachers knowing that and.

 Katie

I think they’re scared to.

 Katie

Talk, I think teachers.

 Katie

They’re being evaluated what?

 Rick

Once every quarter.

 Katie

And the principle comes in and sends an hour and writes a son.

 Katie

And this is how you’re doing in an hour and a snapshot, and so also there’s gossip in a school who.

 Katie

It’s like a small town, you know, and there this is going around and and you don’t want to be the source of gossip, so you don’t want to admit that I sat under my desk and cried and.

So is it?

 Rick

Yeah, so we’re not really.

 Katie

Ate chocolate this.

 Katie

And and I think we have to like.

 Katie

Normalize saying it’s saying the things.

 Erin

Absolutely the ugly, though all of it because like in now talking, you know, doing relate and educate for this last couple of months.

 Erin

I have had people that I’ve worked with that have private message mean like.

 Erin

Oh my God, what you said that’s

 Erin

Exactly, I have gone through that.

 Erin

I didn’t know.

 Erin

That I had no idea that this person was doing that and like.

 Erin

What we could have?

 Erin

Avoided together had we like commiserated or has we had we just talked or something?

 Erin

You know it’s just.

 Erin

Yeah, we’re not.

 Erin

Talking about it, it doesn’t feel safe to.

 Erin

Talk about it.

 Katie

Right and there.

 Katie

And there are buildings that are safe and there are.

 Katie

Completely I can walk into a building and I.

 Katie

Can feel the buzz of that’s like.

 Katie

It’s just we’re all in this mission.

 Katie

Together like you can feel it.

 Katie

It’s top down and then you can walk into a building and it’ll hit.

 Katie

You in the face that.

 Katie

It’s toxic, gets the environment the teachers feel unsafe and like, and I can tell within the 1st 5 minutes.

 Katie

I know lean and so I mean.

 Katie

That’s tricky too.

 Speaker 4

And teachers need to know.

 Speaker 4

And I think I have the permission honestly, because I I needed it, they need to know that if they’re building if they’re principal, if they’re coworkers.

 Speaker 4

If their school is not feeding them.

 Speaker 4

The good vibes that they need to do what they do.

 Speaker 4

Leave, go through another school and again teachers talk like I keep coming back to principals in this environment.

 Katie

There’s some there are still.

 Speaker 4

And even before the pandemic.

 Speaker 4

Should be recruiting, actively, actively, proactively, you know, go in and recruit the best teachers that you know of because there’s a teacher network and teachers know who is good, who loves their kids.

Yeah no.

 Speaker 4

We love them back and all that stuff.

 Speaker 4

And if you’re a good, you have to be a good principal, though, like if you’re a good principal and you take care of your.

 Speaker 4

People and it.

 Speaker 4

It is that vibe of we can do this like it’s just this electric.

 Speaker 4

What was the term they used the other day?

 Erin

Effervescent, effervescent, something immunity.

 Speaker 4

It fixed being.

 Speaker 4

Community provisions or something like that shared of.

 Speaker 4

Sounds fancy so.

 Erin

That yeah, it was an Adam Grant quote.

 Speaker 4

Second, you can feel that and if you have that environment and you’ve made that and you’re a good leader and and you allow space for people to make mistakes and to grow, and that kind of stuff, go and find the best teachers you can, UN apologetically because.

 Katie

Well, I run out of grants.

 Speaker 4

You don’t have.

 Speaker 4

You can’t entice with salary more than likely.

You should be.

 Speaker 4

Or benefits or benefits and stuff like that.

 Katie

Able to yeah yeah.

 Speaker 4

But you can sell your the chemistry of.

 Speaker 4

Where you work.

 Speaker 4

You know, and manly.

 Katie

Absolutely I.

 Katie

I mean, I completely agree and I think that if you’re good you can step into any classroom and you could teach that class.

 Katie

And if the teachers can see that you admin superintendents everyone, I actually think it should.

 Katie

Be like jury duty.

 Katie

Guys like I, I think you should get your summons.

 Katie

And you you give five days a year, and you go in and you you can’t get out of its jury duty.

 Katie

This if you’re giving back to the students and the teachers because we don’t have Subs we don’t have.

 Erin

Like and doing what subbing what?

 Katie

Studying, studying so like every single day.

 Erin

Do you say other?

 Katie

My teachers cover every single day so they don’t get a plan.

 Katie

No plan you get this blue.

 Katie

Slip of doom.

 Katie

That’s what they call it.

 Katie

And you have to go cover somebody class and you have to because.

 Katie

Your colleague has, yeah, COVID or your colleagues.

 Katie

Mops died or your colleague needs you and there’s no sub.

 Katie

And so it, you’re up, yeah?

 Katie

And if we could alleviate that, and I have a sweet, precious, innovative teacher that I’m mentoring right now.

 Katie

And she says, if.

 Katie

I could just come and do my job.

 Katie

Every day I would love it.

 Katie

It would be the best job like Disney World.

 Katie

Every day I could love my kids.

 Katie

I can do my lesson.

 Katie

Or poor Internet, but when I know I.

 Katie

Have to do other people job.

 Katie

It makes me want to.

 Katie

Quit and so if we could jury duty.

 Katie

I like this idea.

 Katie

Yeah, and but I mean if your admin if you’re Superintendent, if you’re if you’re making laws about education, you need to be, you know, be covering classes you need.

 Katie

To come and.

 Katie

Get you.

 Katie

Something like, yeah.

 Katie

That’s what I think and it.

 Katie

Is a public service.

 Erin

Coming and.

 Erin

It’s been.

 Erin

You know weird messaging and stuff, but I mean our schools are important and people are seeing that.

 Erin

I mean, it’s kind of being seen as like babysitters and stuff like that, which I couldn’t disagree more.

 Erin

With but of.

 Erin

Course, I mean schools are important, it is.

 Erin

Kind of a weird time where at.

 Erin

Least people are.

 Erin

We’re seeing that for the first time, like what we need to have schools not just for childcare, but like there’s also it.

 Erin

I don’t know we’re.

 Erin

In a interesting place in society where, like lots of things are happening and new ideas and also wanting to like shut down ideas and wanting to preserve at all cost of.

 Erin

Where we are.

So I don’t.

 Erin

Know it’s just.

 Erin

Things are weird.

 Katie

It’s tumultuous for sure it is.

 Speaker 4

Yeah, well, I think that.

 Speaker 4

We are, or schools have been, they’ve institutionalized burnout.

 Speaker 4

Because teachers come in and they have to.

 Speaker 4

You know, they have to prop up this system and teachers can do it like they’re amazing, they’ll do.

 Speaker 4

Anything to help the kids, but when they do not have a plan but yet they still have to do grades and they still have to do duty and they still have to do all of these various different things.

Let’s go.

 Speaker 4

There are literally not enough hours in the day, literally.

 Speaker 4

So is that the teachers fault?

 Speaker 4

No, like if if someone came to me.

 Speaker 4

And said OK, you have 8 hours to do.

 Speaker 4

16 hours of work.

 Speaker 4

Well guy, that’s not.

 Speaker 4

That’s not going to happen.

 Speaker 4

You know it’s not possible, but at school it happened.

 Erin

It’s physically not virgin.

 Speaker 4

It’s not even a thought anymore.

 Speaker 4

It’s going, this is how it works and I’m going to draw principles into this too.

 Speaker 4

They are swamped, they they are underwater, and I think that they have a.

 Katie

I know are right now.

 Speaker 4

A difficult time.

 Speaker 4

Managing what they do and then trying to take care.

 Speaker 4

You know, trying to hear what teachers are going through because they’re you know when you’re trying to swim and you’re drowning.

 Speaker 4

You’re not going to try to help someone else.

 Speaker 4

You know what I mean so.

 Speaker 4

I think that the whole institution has been turned to 11.

 Speaker 4

And just left there like there’s never been any. We got to back this up to A6 in order for it to be good any good at all.

 Rick

That’s so true.

 Speaker 4

But that at some point it will have to ’cause the system you mentioned it earlier Katy.

 Speaker 4

Our educational system is at risk now.

 Speaker 4

The whole thing.

 Speaker 4

So what do we want out of our educational system ’cause we can’t have everything?

 Speaker 4

It can’t go like this.

 Speaker 4

Like right now it cannot go indefinitely, the.

 Speaker 4

Wheels will fall off.

 Speaker 4

And we’ll be left with something.

 Katie

Well, just our emergency certifications in Oklahoma, like what was it? 30 people in 2012 had to be emergency service and in 2020 it was like almost 4000.

 Rick

That’s how much it’s grown.

 Katie

And so we’re emergencies serving all kinds of people trying to get him in the.

 Speaker 4

Classroom which, which means that they were.

 Speaker 4

Doing something else.

 Speaker 4

And then they had to be brought in and gone through like it’s pretty quick.

 Katie

Oh, it’s quick.

 Speaker 4

It’s a quick process.

 Speaker 4

Is the paperwork to the FBI.

 Speaker 4

Background check and all this stuff.

 Speaker 4

And then you have.

 Speaker 4

The keys to your.

 Katie

Room yeah yeah.

 Katie

And I mean we had.

 Katie

Three teachers quitting earlier.

 Katie

And so you know they’re trying to come in these three brand new teachers.

 Katie

One of them is emergencies are and she’s like I don’t know how to work the grape.

 Rick

I’m like.

 Rick

Oh my God.

 Katie

I have failed you like.

 Katie

So I sat with her.

 Katie

For a long time, yesterday afternoon and just.

 Katie

Was like OK step by step and.

 Katie

She’s like taking notes and then.

 Katie

Kind of things that you figure people had gotten by the time it was January and and she didn’t, and it’s what we’re like in the last week of January.

 Katie

I’m like girlfriend.

 Katie

Why didn’t you?

 Katie

Reach out before now and she knows.

 Katie

I was embarrassed.

 Erin

I’ve been there.

 Erin

Oh Lord, I’ve been there.

 Speaker 4

You don’t want to be judged.

 Katie

And I have to say I don’t talk to admin.

 Katie

I don’t write on your evaluation.

 Katie

I don’t like that is, I’m very suffered.

 Katie

I’m like a separate entity.

 Erin

So they’re safe to.

 Katie

Yeah, and so I I mean I a lot of my job in the last few years has been to like give therapy to.

 Katie

New teachers, we don’t know if.

 Katie

I’m cold I got.

 Katie

But I do love on them and I hug them and I, you know, I’ll go weeks without seeing my principals weeks.

 Katie

Yeah, and I’m.

 Katie

All over the building and.

 Katie

Yeah, they know they can come to me, but I think it too.

 Katie

It’s scary like instructions, yeah.

 Rick

Flannel, oh, what does that mean, absolutely?

 Katie

She’s an admin.

 Katie

She’s a spy for that.

 Erin

A spy.

 Katie

Or know?

 Erin

That’s what you are.

Admin, she’s a spy for the.

 Katie

Teachers or she’s like and this will really.

 Katie

It’s tough. It’s tough.

 Katie

And but I really love it because I love being able to pour into those baby teachers and I love that they eventually come to trust me.

 Katie

And know that I will just bend over backwards.

 Katie

To help them.

 Erin

I thought that I had the other day, it just kind of hit me like a ton.

 Erin

Of bricks is dumb.

 Erin

I taught elementary, so I’ve taught them. Yeah, my oldest group of kids are just in their early 20s like 2223 and ’cause I taught them when they were in second grade, but.

 Erin

Like there’s one girl that I.

 Erin

Talked to recently that’s still in high school and she told.

 Erin

Me that she’s.

 Erin

Going to go into early childhood education and I was so thrilled.

 Erin

And so excited.

 Erin

And it just kind of got me wondering and like ’cause I have a lot of former students in college right now.

 Erin

And I just started thinking of like.

 Erin

Oh my gosh.

 Erin

My babies who I love and I hope they.

 Erin

Know I love them.

 Erin

I think they.

 Erin

Do you know at least have spent time for those kids?

 Erin

We’ve stayed in contact with.

 Erin

Over the years and if.

 Erin

Those kids are going to be walking in a classroom and I want them to be.

 Erin

So taking care of and so confident and filled so poured into like.

 Erin

Like I.

 Erin

Like I want to view.

 Erin

Teachers as if they’re all my former students that are going to be teachers, ’cause that’s the.

 Katie

’cause once ’cause I could tell once.

 Erin

Most important thing in.

 Katie

You’re your baby.

 Katie

There’s your baby forever and we need you to come back.

 Erin

I don’t think that’s out of the possibility, but yeah.

 Katie

OK OK OK just you know and and.

 Katie

You do, you’ll come to my.

 Katie

School, it’s yeah.

 Rick

Out here.

 Katie

In the city every day, it’s not big.

 Erin

But I just I.

 Erin

Love the thought.

 Erin

But I know you said this already.

 Erin

But the thought of.

 Erin

20 something year old people getting the support that I feel like I’m starting to receive it and then just the self care that I know is you know how you’re supposed to take care of yourself and how to kind of balance things a little bit.

 Erin

I just so desperately.

 Erin

Want to make this an easier transition for kit for teachers.

 Erin

I’m sorry and then in doing so by just letting things be an easier transition.

 Erin

You think of the students that are going to be touched.

 Erin

In the lives there, I mean, it’s just it’s just.

 Erin

It goes on.

 Erin

It’s a chain reaction and it’s.

 Erin

I just want to take care.

And I I.

 Erin

Want to be a safe place for teachers?

 Erin

I want teachers to be able to be ugly and complain and say the **** that they’re seeing because more than likely other people are seeing similar things too.

 Katie

Save the things.

 Katie

Oh 100% I seduce every building needs an instructional coach who is safe. Who can teach a model classroom who can tell you. I don’t have it all figured out. Why would you have it all figured out?

 Katie

I don’t know just that space and I have worked.

 Katie

I worked at a building years ago that we were all just like on the same mission.

 Katie

Ah, we are family and we are.

Raising these babies.

 Katie

Together and my husband is an accountant.

 Katie

He doesn’t understand really like crunches numbers all day.

 Katie

I’m like that’s boring.

 Katie

But like he’s like, well, you can’t say that at your job, your place.

 Katie

Of business I’m like.

 Katie

We are raising babies together.

 Katie

We’re fan like we are in this together and a lot of those people have now moved on to different buildings.

 Katie

But I remember that, you know.

 Katie

The four or five years I was together with this family that was just like and the kids like.

 Katie

They get it too.

Yes and yes.

He got some.

 Katie

Glue one year we got to loop so we had.

 Katie

His 7th graders and all lose.

 Erin

I’ve always wanted to do that.

 Katie

Out put them to 8th grade this year and because that’s powerful.

 Erin

I would love that.

 Rick

Absolutely so well and.

 Erin

I even think of.

 Erin

My sweet spot of teaching was my when I taught 5th grade and some of the ladies that I was teaching went.

 Erin

I mean, we were a team.

 Erin

We were well ordered or like, well, oiled, mechanical.

 Erin

Machine just like.

 Erin

Doing this stuff and.

 Erin

You know, I was also in like a really weird place mentally and with my.

 Erin

But when I think about like how we operated, that was good and it was safe and.

 Erin

We would go.

 Erin

Out and get drinks every you know quarter or something.

 Erin

We tried to like schedule just like a personal like let’s just not do school.

 Erin

Let’s get out of here and not do school for a little bit and so.

 Erin

I don’t know.

 Erin

I guess that’s a thing to encourage people.

 Erin

I like being social with my teacher with the teachers that I worked with.

 Erin

I mean that has been invaluable to me.

 Erin

I mean, I’m still close with my teachers.

 Erin

Still, as long I’ve been out of the classroom for that.

 Erin

Long but.

 Erin

I, I think of those years.

 Erin

That were like that my school was on.

 Erin

It was the years that the teachers were we were together.

 Erin

We were clicking.

 Erin

We were making time for one another and we were connecting and stuff.

 Erin

I mean it really.

 Erin

Do stuff with your teacher, friends, guys.

 Speaker 4

Yeah, and you know that feeling of you know we’re.

 Speaker 4

All all in this together and that.

 Speaker 4

Kind of thing with I went as a high school teacher.

 Speaker 4

I never really felt that it was.

 Speaker 4

It was less like, you know we’re on the same mission and it was more like, hey, man, you’re doing a great job.

 Speaker 4

I’m doing a great job.

 Speaker 4

Great, you know.

 Speaker 4

Like just be.

 Speaker 4

Cool with people that were you know like in the history department or in the hallway or whatever.

 Speaker 4

And that’s an interesting.

 Speaker 4

I think that may be an interesting difference.

 Speaker 4

I don’t know high school teachers, just from my observation.

 Speaker 4

High school teachers, middle school teachers and elementary teachers are different.

 Erin

That’s what, yeah?

 Speaker 4

And they’re different, like in you know at at Jenks very big district we had, you know everybody together for PD before the year and we would be in this huge auditorium.

 Erin

Then later.

 Speaker 4

All not all but most of the high school teachers were in the.

 Speaker 4

They’re upstairs, you know, in in the balcony, in the dark, like you couldn’t see them.

 Katie

My back.

 Speaker 4

The elementary teachers were carrying around.

 Speaker 4

These Longhorns and these.

 Speaker 4

They’re all in camo or they’re all in pink and they’re all dancing and they’ve got you know, just.

 Katie

They were laminating things instead now.

 Speaker 4

Second, they’re just you know it.

 Speaker 4

Was electric and you could.

 Speaker 4

Tell they they’re a team like the the whole elementary staff was stressed the same and the middle school.

 Speaker 4

They were kind of on.

 Speaker 4

The main floor, but they were in the back and on the sides and they were less so.

 Speaker 4

But they were downstairs.

 Speaker 4

You know, so it’s just this whole different vibe and you know for me as a high school teacher there’s I would not sit downstairs.

 Speaker 4

I don’t want to, you know, and maybe it’s.

 Speaker 4

The independence of the people we.

 Speaker 4

Teach I don’t know, you know?

That’s true, that’s.

 Speaker 4

What I’m saying, but.

 Erin

True, I was an elementary teacher who is all like that with my students and with my class.

 Erin

But any time it was with teachers, I was even further on the back back, back row behind the high school teachers.

 Erin

So there’s some elementary teachers that.

 Erin

Are weird like me.

 Rick

But for the most part.

Stuff like that.

 Speaker 4

But I I wonder if there is, you know, a high school atmosphere where everybody feels like they, you know they’re heading in the same direction.

 Speaker 4

They’re all in the same.

 Speaker 4

Mission because I worked.

 Speaker 4

At four different high schools and I never got that vibe, it was never like you know, like weird.

 Speaker 4

Or anything.

 Speaker 4

It just wasn’t like mission mission oriented.

 Rick

Very good.

 Katie

It gets more like it’s in pockets in high school, ’cause high school is bigger, so it’s like.

 Katie

You know the English department all has classrooms right there or the history part, so you’re more on like a mission with your English friends and and you know your freshman kids go to the sophomore English teacher and you guys are like collaborating like that.

 Katie

And because it’s hard to.

 Katie

Walk, you know a mile across.

 Katie

The campus for the Science department and they’re like.

 Katie

Growing plants.

 Katie

And then you know middle school teams.

 Katie

So like those same kids go to history.

 Katie

They go to English.

 Katie

They go to science, you know, they go to math and they right, right.

 Speaker 4

So there’s a commonality.

 Katie

And so they’re your babies.

 Katie

They’re your kids and you’re like you know what little Johnny?

 Katie

He he lost his mind in my class.

 Katie

Like oh, it’s because this happened at home and like middle School teaming is really powerful.

 Katie

I really like it.

 Erin

That sounds like it.

 Speaker 4

Interesting yeah yeah.

 Erin

I love that.

 Erin

It is great.

 Speaker 4

Well, this this has been a good conversation.

 Katie

Have fun.

It is.

 Erin

So real.

I better get my aces.

 Speaker 4

Oh yeah.

 Speaker 4

And not that it’s going to be exciting.

 Speaker 4

It’s probably going to be.

 Speaker 4

Obviously speaking, I know, I know, but

 Erin

Yeah, same were boring.

 Speaker 4

Well, it’s great to have everybody in the same room so and we’ll do it again.

 Erin

Yes, I love y’all.

 Erin

I got.

 Katie

To go play that Nintendo out.

 Katie

There there is an in.

 Katie

Rick’s office there’s.

 Katie

An old

 Katie

School Nintendo with Mario and Duck Hunt and like.

 Erin

How are you?

 Katie

I mean the.

 Katie

Old school or you had to like blow on the yellow on it to make me all the dust out of it and then you put it in and you push play.

 Erin

Yes, yes.

 Speaker 4

Arsis yeah.

 Katie

You just hope that it works and.

 Katie

I am about to go.

 Rick

To town over there in Mario and Mario Land.

I love.

 Speaker 4

That all right?

 Speaker 4

Yeah, well we we love you.

 Erin

Teachers yes alright talk to you guys.

 Katie

Soon speech on warriors, yes

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